This week I’ve reflected alot upon my shortcomings and inevitably how lame of an excuse of a human-being I am. I’ve been challenged about my beliefs and convictions. I seen heart ache after heart ache unfold and I’ve felt empathy for those. And the same time, I’ve realized how loved I am. Not possibly how much, but the certainty; that’s a weird thought. I felt burdened(?) I still do.
Seemingly no one realized the amazing revelation of the love of a saviour and the relationship that seems to stem from a mutual agreement of respect and salvation(?). A jealous God, an almighty God: I am made unaware of my afflictions because of the Glory. I then realize the beauty and the emensity of his thoughts and feelings for me. Oh my gosh, why?! I am dirty, relentlessly wrong and foolishly unsatisfactory.
***my words don’t convey.
Everything is relevant. You stand on a platform as a frieght train passes you, you turn your music up to compensate. It’s similar with Jesus. He’s constant, when a train(metaphorically) come screaming past the opportunity to tune in or turn up the relationship/trust/voice/awareness of Jesus is an interesting option.
***I can’t convey.